June 2, 2012-

Morning amor! :p We leave Quito at 11:55pm tonight. I will probably be the most excited! And the most exhausted and probably THE MOST broken, knowing me. Lesbihonest ;p Not a very exciting day in terms of packing and waiting at Airports and whatnot. But I will see you very soon :) Hope you still like me haha. MUAH!<3

Why should we care

About who’s around?

I could care less

Who’s watching. 

Love is the most natural feeling,

No one can tell me

That my heart beat is wrong.

I just want to show you 

How much you mean to me.

So let people judge,

And let people stare.

I just want to be close to you,

So the caring I’ll leave to someone

Who has lots of time to spare.

I’m only sorry I’m not sorry,

Sorry, I just don’t care. 

- Sounds more like a them problem than an us problem ;)

Stand up for what you believe. 

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1Md2UB/:1ZAdss_Fg:U_7U0juu/thefabweb.com/42580/30-best-quotes-in-pictures-of-the-week-may-05th-to-may-12th-2012/

June 1, 2012-

Good morning!!! Happy 1^st of June pretty lady 8-) Hope all is well in the cold land of Canuda, but let’s face it, it could be like 40 degrees there right now lol. Fucking weather. I have probably sweat out my entire body weight out here in ze Ecuadorian Amazon haha, soo, basically it’s gonna be hard to cudds but we’ll make do! Today is our free day in Banos! Puenting(bridge jumping!!!), horseback riding(Fucking right!!) or just relax(I’ll pass).Then we bus to Quito at 4pm! The end is near my love, we have made it :) Je t’aime! <3

Soon I’ll back in this room,

The same person that had left 

Now on her same old bed.

The same sheets 

And the same smells.

After seventeen days,

Every thing will be so different

And yet so the same. 

Soon I’ll be looking straight 

Into your eyes. 

The same eyes I stared into

Before I left, 

We’ll be the same people 

After seventeen days,

With ambitions so different 

And a love so the same. 

Perception. Perspective. Happiness.

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/AHZWm4/:o2VTscpq:U_7U0juu/make-everything-ok.com/

May 31, 2012-

Morningggggg my love! ‘Tis day 14! According to my itinerary today we will Check out of Misahualli and take our bus to Banos for sightseeing, then we will visit to the hot springs and have the chance to get a $20 1 hour massage if we so choose (FUCKING cheap! Awww yeee). We stay in Banos overnight AND dinner is not included! Not sure if that is a good or bad thing haha, depends what kind of food they have been trying to feed me. I’m either anorexic from failing at foraging for food in the jungle or incredibly sick of eating rice and beans at every meal :p I’m sure you’ll hear all about it in about …THREE DAYS!!! :D I.FUCKING.LOVE.YOU.

I thought my life was meaningful

I thought, nothing could be missing.

I was a fully leafed tree,

A wild animal

That knew just how to survive.

I thought I knew life 

I thought I knew

The way that love worked,

I was a pollen-filled flower

Getting visited each day. 

I thought I knew people,

I thought I knew

What it was like to find a connection

And then you walked along

And I stumbled over everything

That I once thought I knew.

With you I opened up,

With you I grew.

You’re the rain that feeds the soil,

You’re the warm days of spring.

With you I found the truth

About all the things

That I once thought I knew.

Without you,

I was just somebody

That had learned to think things through

WIthout you,

I was just somebody

That I never really knew. 

Be smart. Be careful. Be you<3

http://youtu.be/mlter5esJ88

May 30, 2012-

Morning good lookin’! Hmm, if I’m not mistaken today is the last day of my jungle trek(?) That is awfully sad for me I’m sure. Unless I’ve been scared shitless by giant jungle animals multiple times, then I’m probably going to be a little more on the happy side! ;p Guess what? It’s almost June! That means your beautiful little face is all mine very very soon! MOOAHAH! >:) You should be afraid. BUT like mostly overjoyed. Hehe, can’t wait to be with you again amor. I love you<3

If my life is a movie

Then you must be a star.

We’ll brighten the sky

As it begins to darken,

The sun can watch us

Right before he goes to bed

And the moon can watch us

All through the night. 

If my life is a movie

Then you must be a star.

We’ll be played

On every cloudless sky,

The birds can watch us

As they fly away.

Here comes the twist,

We’re both about to speak

Here comes the climax

I could no longer keep the words in.

The sun and the moon

Never saw it coming;

I guess that makes my life

Just like a movie,

That must mean you’re a star.

Listen when every person speaks. You can learn so much, from someone so little. 

http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/en/adora_svitak.html

May 29, 2012-

Morning amor! :) How is my beaaaaut today? Oh yea? You don’t say! Tell me more.. mhm.. yes, ohhh… well then, that is a story if I ever did hear one! :o Hahah, turns out I’m still able to be a douche even when I’m in a different country! Now THAT is a skill. Wouldn’t you say? :p It’s funny how happy you make me, even just writing for you, picturing all your reactions (that I know a bit too well). It makes me smile! Oh yes, must be because I love you, haha. It all makes so much sense now. Alright, set me up I wanna tell you I’m in love with you again. Start your sentence so I can so rudely interrupt it with my movie moment… I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU….:o Bahaha. Miss you baby. <3

I’ve come to know you

Oh so well,

Look away

Drop your head

Touch your face

And glance back up

My way.

I wish you wouldn’t keep things to yourself.

I can tell

That you’ve come to know me

Just as well.

You catch me

Staring off

And I look away,

My mind

Paints the most vivid pictures.

I know you wish it wasn’t so hard

For me to let things out.

But there is one thing

That I’ll admit,

I’ll blurt it out

Baby, I’ll scream.

There’s one thing

That I’m not afraid to say.

I’ll make the effort 

So you know

That I’m more and more in love with you,

Every single day.

Live the way you want to right now.. Not later. 

http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/en/steve_jobs_how_to_live_before_you_die.html

May 28, 2012-

Good morning babe, today is a new day! :D I hope you slept well. I also hope you’ve been having a good time, regardless of my absence! Thaaaat’s a lot of megan! Hahah. But like I fail at being Asian -___- I did get pretty pro with those chopsticks though REMEMBER?!?! Of course you do. I’m pretty unable to tell you about my day on this specific day hah, I guess Criss Angel needed his powers back. Oh well, it was fun while it lasted. :p Miss you amor!! MUAHHHHHHHH!! 

I had learned to accept 

That things just don’t last.

All moments must pass

And as time flies by 

All things fall victim to change. 

I closed my eyes

The first time you kissed me

And all the things 

I had once learned to accept 

Became victims of change,

And as your lips came closer to mine

All those things

Flew on by with the time.

Your eyelashes tickle my cheek

And I can feel your lips 

Coming closer to mine.

I close my eyes

And all the things

I had learned to accept 

Pass by me

Like moments

Flying away with the time.

I had once accepted 

That moments like these

Just don’t last,

But I can no longer

Stand knowing 

That this feeling may pass.

Time may fly

Right by us 

But I just can’t stand knowing

That there must come a moment 

Where your lips are no longer

Close to mine. 

Laugh, sing, yell, cry… Feel. 

http://youtu.be/23zv5I-hZJ8

May 27, 2012-

Morning beautiful! Remember when there was a week ‘til I left? Now it’s a week until I’m back to cuddddss you to DEATH!! Seriously, I’m just not letting go. I don’t care if we can’t breathe. TIME FLIES!! :p ANYWAYS since beginning this little, uhh, whatever this is aha.. I realized that it’s pretty hard to not talk ONLY about myself while writing in a future tense :p Kind of like when you ask me to speak to you in Spanish but I’m just talking to myself since you don’t know how to respond.. haha. I wish I could know how you were and what you were doing. Most of all I wish I could be with you. I miss waking up to you<3 K ENOUGH, I’m gonna bawl :( I love you.

I love the way you love me

Without any expectations,

I love the way you care.

I love the way you want me

With only good intentions,

I love it when you pull my hair.

I love the way you’ve made me fall in love

I love the way you hold my stare,

I love the way I feel

For you

I’ll always be there.

You’re my one and only, baby

Nobody else will do

They just don’t compare.

Speak your mind like you wish I would.

Don’t judge a book by its cover. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jg7S82PIGZw

May 26, 2012-

“Jungle Adventure: Accompanied by our specialist guide and biologist you will begin the jungle trek by motor canoe to the start of the first day’s hike. Discover all the plants and animals that make this part of the world so special. During your days in the jungle you will visit the plantation of an indigenous family, pan for gold by the river and take a night canoe ride - a Tribal Sharman will demonstrate his traditional skills. Enjoy fishing, swimming, campfires and hiking through some spectacular jungle. Visit Amazoonico animal rescue centre and see some local crafts people at work. Overnights in a jungle lodge. Full day of white water rafting with a picnic lunch.”

There’s a brief overview of my next few days! Oh yea, Good morning baby ;) Sleep well? Better have! I’m not there to keep you up late. Haha. I’m FUCKING PUMPED about this jungle trek! We’re going to see so many cool things! I bet the Amazon is really beautiful, just like youuuu 8-) Hopefully I’m not eaten by any giant jungle animals.. haha KIDDING. Relax, sensitive sals. :) I’ll be fine. I will be taking millions of pictures (which when I get home to show you will all be of different angles of trees and you’ll judge me) LOL, lesbihonest -___- I’ll try to get something more interesting than tree porn. BUT don’t get your hopes up. I love you! Muah! 

 Every time I see something beautiful

It reminds me of you.

Every time this world gives me a reason

To stand proud,

I stand much taller

Because I know

That you’re mine.

I look straight at the sun,

I look right up at the moon.

We’re so far apart,

Who knows when I’ll be ready

To retire my wings,

With our hearts at such distance.

Baby, I’m not sure when I’ll be able

To look away,

Knowing that the most beautiful eyes that I’ve ever seen

Are looking right up at the same sun,

Straight at the same moon.

Every time I see something beautiful

It reminds me of you.

That must be why I can’t help but smile

At the world,

And I just can’t help but conclude

That the most appealing thing about me

Is that you’re in love with me too. 

Go out and explore! Cool shit is all around :) 

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/Aged6T/:odAbL_UW:bkH5@pp2/www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vo0Cazxj_yc/

May 25, 2012-

Today my volunteer work(?) has officially ended. It is day 8, according to the itinerary we have a free day! God knows what I’ll be doing. Probably swinging from branches (aka failing to do so gracefully, but trying my hardest) and pretending I’m Tarzan. Everyone is probably wondering where dafuq I got a loincloth and why I’m not wearing anything on my top half but like whatev’s am I right? I am. Hahah. I hope you are well amor, well, I know you are well.. But I hope you’ve had a good week. Hopefully this whole thing has made you happy and not made everything harder. I love you <3 Is it sunny today?! GO PLAY OUTSIDE :D ( Take Tandou with you, jerk!) 

When I know that I can’t have you

I need you,

I want you

To kiss me all over.

When I know that I can’t have you

I want you,

I need you

All to myself.

I need you,

Baby, I want you

By my side

I just hate knowing that I can’t have you.

-It doesn’t matter where I am,

Without you,

My life is not the same. 

Smile like you mean it >:) 

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1Jnqzw/:1-0cOHmnT:bm6NcN.s/www.metacafe.com/watch/3448678/dancing_baby/

May 24, 2012-

Morning babe! Like I guess today is the last day of whatever I’ve been up to. Switchin’ shit up for the next week! I’ve surely made some friends (monkeys, mainly) Haha. GAH! I miss you. I’m sitting here, writing this like I’m a fucking fortune-teller but I haven’t kissed you since 3am this morning and it is now 6pm and it’s officially been enough time to make me crazy. I feel like by the date stated above, I’ll have missed you so much that my face will permanently look like this -_____- (But like, lets hope not.. Or you might not love me anymore when you see me again) I love you a lot, a lot,  A LOT!! Remember to smile for me :) No being sad, it is forbidden!

And also… MINE!…

What?

MINE!

I’m sorry, did you say I’m yours…

M.I.N.E-____-

Hehehe<3

Rain pours,

You touch my face.

Lightening strikes,

You kiss my lips.

The thunder moans,

I feel you deep inside.

Your stare settles on me

Like downpour on the windowsill

And our tears fall quiet

Like rain drops

That have yet to hit the ground.

I wish we didn’t have to part

The wind blows the clouds away

As precipitation collects

And although the water must spread

To become part of something bigger,

It will always remain

Rain. 

Keep that beautiful mind busy ;) 

Appreciate all life. All living things are amazing. 

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2zBIz8/:NwhEU@du:bm6NcN.s/www.ted.com/talks/joshua_klein_on_the_intelligence_of_crows.html/